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i feel fat, i look fat, i am fat. i feel so fucking disgusted with myself. i hate writing how i feel but fuck im angry right now. i hate every gram of myself and the thing is i know that i look like a fucking whale. my mind isn’t messed up, i know what im seeing is there. i weigh 14something pounds and ugh i want to get rid of every bit of that ugly crap on me. i want to be thinner than -her- i want -her- to be jealous of me! nothing is working! im putting on weight and getting more frustrated with myself. i have no self fucking restraint at all. i want to just do loads of speed and not eat for days and days and days. then maybe i will be a few pounds happier. i feel so ugly right now. im too angry to cry. i wish i could rip the fat out of myself, have nice slim toned legs, cute arse, flat as fuck stomach, small shoulders. ugh. i am going to try and lose weigjht, not half heartedly like all the times before but with every bone in my body, i will do it.
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